No matter how hard that I try
I don’t sleep through the night
I take the pills and exercise
but nothings seems to work just right
That's when my mind turns to you
You're fluffy dark hair
And your dark brown eyes
The way your smile lit up from the dim phone light
We stayed up late all through the night
We talked for a while
I thought we’d at least stay friends
So why did you leave
And leave me this broken
No matter how hard I try
I can’t focus through the day
I sit at my desk and I try my best
But it’s pointless
I give into thoughts of what it would be like if you stayed
After a while, I don’t try to push them away
It’s nice to live in my head for a while
Because that's all that I have left
So I punish myself with these thoughts in my head
While you’re so unbothered by the hole that you left